I have an exam in less than 10 hours. And yet here I am writing my mind out because its bin a month. I write a piece every month or atleast I try to.
February has never been a month I enjoy and this one's been no different. Life, as ever, has had its ups and downs, but an enjoyable ride to my optimistic side. For example, this month's mid- day is the world's BIGGEST cliche. And no matter how much you deny it the truth will hit you that the day is after all a cliche. Irrelevant in my life, but cliches are hard to not notice.
I wish my life had more visibility, more reason, more vindication. But Life is never a dream. While I type away vaguely, theres a plan plotting in the Master's head. Some call it Fate.
My wishes may or may not come true, but that won't stop me from wishing. Nothing ever will.
School is boring me. There is nothing I will be thankful for learning in school except maybe a few rudrimentary aspects. I apologise for the lack of gratitude I hold to my education system but it is personal opinion. Who gives a shit?
Look around, beyond the whims of a teenage boy, behind the cries of a homophobic person who lives in denial of many things, there is someone with a lot of reason in judgement in the person whose typing this. An aspect that I hope someday someone will realize. But I can tell you for sure , my education system is not going to help in that..
Maybe this is an emotional outburst froma person who despises exams or maybe its a cry for recognition from a young adult. That is for you to decide.
This month has made me a bit sober. I'm not the person who will admit he's sorrow but Times change. Life is a cruel mistress who forces you to reconsider your every value, your morals, you yourself!
This note may not , actually, sure as hell will not make sense to many of you but I hope that when that day comes when you do, I know of it. And I thank you in advance for that.
Maybe this note has been an expression of my soberness with a mixture of my hatred of exams.
If this note made you sober too, then does that mean something?
I wouldn't know, you should.
Trying to tame the Cruel Mistress we call Life,forever,
V
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Now reading: Chemistry notes
Now listening: Uff Teri Ada - Karthik calling Karthik
Now Off The Phone: with Ryan, trying to teach balancing a reaction in acidic and basic mediums. Hope I wasnt too confusing man.
Now Feeling: Come on, didn't you read the note at all? Well I'm feeling sober. And I have a headache.
