Hey,
A month it has been since we last...read/wrote? Let me begin by thanking you. The very fact that your eyes are moving over the very words that my fingers have typed makes me smile. You may not relate to them, may not appreciate them, may not even pay attention to them but you are an audience. And you are what every writer wants. Maybe its too much to call myself a writer but till we get another term, I'm gonna stick with that.
This month can be summed in pretty much one word: SLEEP.
For all you haters who say you've done more epic things than this, I really don't care. There's nothing more comforting than a pillow, a nice blanket, no worries of a school, the two digits it brands upon you and sure as hell no timings to stick to. I find it the most awesome thing since I've hardly been able to do it in the recent past.
My mind has almost been a stagnant blackhole this month. Not much to think about when you're mind's taking rest all the time. Got a lot of lost music this month. Not too many movies. Quite a bit of Madina. Not too much of Shatti. Money crunches galore.
Browsed a lot of MMT's. Real touching shit man. Makes you appreciate your life so much more and helps you understand that even small actions can put a smile on someone else's life and rest apart, thats what life's most about, smiling.
Maybe its all the sleep but I cant write much this time. Almost forced myself to do this.
As for the title, its something that all the Texts From Last Nights & Makes Me Thinks that I formulated;
There's a quality that each and every one of possesses, not necessarily the same quality. A quality that is either inculcated or brought into you by whatever source. Its not the quality that others define you by. Its the quality that you define yourself by. A quality that not everyone has to know but you must. A quality that may be diffilcult to obtain but bloody easy to lose. All this third person description might have made you feel that I'm going to tell you the quality. Read again. Its not a quality that everyone shares.
If, however you lose this quality, you lose yourself. And once its lost, it can never be found. Sure, you can adopt another quality, but you're never the same. You can change the definition of anything but it will never be the same. Hope you get what I'm trying to say.
From TFLN I've read about people doing some VERY embarrassing stuff and then texting about it. I mean who the hell does some very screwed up shit and then texts someone about it??
Makes Me Think is a site that every bloody one of you should visit once in a while. Nothing will make you reconfirm that there are good people still on Earth than that site. Brilliant, to say the least.
This month has revolved around these two sites, Madina and Sherlock Holmes. Normal. If I may say so.
I found my quality during this month. And I'm bloody proud of it.
Hoping you find yours,
V
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(312): I remember going home with 2 girls. Woke up with 4.
(407): I went to disney world today with my friends, met snow white, then saw her later at a bar. she is naked next to me in her bed, passwed out. when you wish upon a star...
Today, I am bound to a hospital bed, slowly losing my battle with cancer. About an hour ago, I told my wife that she must live her life to the fullest and accomplish great things after I'm gone. She kissed me on the forehead as she comforted our baby boy and said, "I already have." MMT
Today, I sat in class with my head down for most of the period. My teacher asked me to stay behind. I thought I was in trouble for not paying attention. Instead he said, “If you ever need someone to talk to, you know where to find me.” I intend to take him up on his offer tomorrow. MMT
Now Listening: Invisible - Will.I.Am
Now Eating: Pizza after a LONG time
Now Reading: The White Tiger- Aravind Adiga
Now Feeling: Relieved since I finally know when school reopens.
